So I have been reading stuff from Prabhupada. (The two books titles were: 'Perfect Questions, Perfect Answers' and 'The Science of Self-Realization') (I reccomend the second) In his books he talks about "living 24 hours a day for Krishna." This makes alot of sense, especially after hearing so much about Self-Direction from Desteni. This is what I am going to talk about: this power that we all have in how we are able greatly increase our ability to direct how we live.
I notice in me, that I experience this constant state of 'fidgetyness', where I am always 'looking'/'seeking' (like just there where I my eyes darted to the clock: hoping my dad would come to his house in order to drive me home.) for some kind of better experience. This kind of 'automated reaction' is happening constantly in my life, and at the end of the day has determined almost everything I have done. But, I have not noticed because I am distracted all the time with thoughts.
