Sunday, October 31, 2010

Self-Forgiveness after falling from my superiority delusion

(I really fucked up with that last one. Shit fire jesus christ)




I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become addicted to sexuality



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become addicted to the mind



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide from myself



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate me from me here



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing thought possession- I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am actually afraid of being judged by others



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge sexuality and sex addiction



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become obsessed with female body



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become a mind-molester of female body



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself as superior about this that exists in me



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself as superior to sexual addiction because I was given attention for making a video about stopping sexual addiction



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate me from sexual addiction



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to suppress sexual addiction in me



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing thoughts to control me



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to suppress myself with thought



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify thoughts



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify acting on thoughts



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condition myself to believe thoughts are me



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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear desteni and people associated with Desteni



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to suppress myself and hide from this fear by distracting myself



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge me as inferior to Desteni