It is my task to give myself a place where I am allowed to give myself the validity required to test and experience who I am so that I can direct myself to stability and unconditionally effective trustworthyness.
trust that can be proven in all situations with all living things is equality and self-honesty.
this is what I am here to apply: self-responsibility.
I am here on this blog, now, because I have driven myself to a point where my participation on the Desteni forums has been revelead to be: me following and constructing my self-interest, seeking acceptance and approval from others so that i can feel special and accepted. To continue justifying my existance as a mind-system, this can only be done at the expense of others. I cannot allow this to continue, no matter what the expense, it is my responsibility to create myself as something that can exist equally and in harmony with whatever is around me.
