here is the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3hMSIi7Ink
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate me from me here as self-direction and breathing
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fall into self-victimization
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe and want to believe that there is a way for me to hide from how I feel about myself
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get fucking stuck and mired in self-pity, excuses, justifications and distractions
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to continue the mind, what I know to be the mind
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live the fucking mind control
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold from me the ability to stop this shit
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be fucking controlled by the judgments, the ‘wrongness’
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am ‘not good enough’ /
‘wrong’
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fall prey to these definitions of right/ wrong
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fall for this stuff, instead of always ensuring that I am able to use common sense in regards to ‘what is going on in my being’ in any given moment
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become fixated and conditioned to resist what is going on in me
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate me from what is going on in me
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to suppress, go into denial about, and hide from what is going on inside of me
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to project my shit at dad
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame dad for my shit
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not take responsibility for me
